S1: Day 4 (4)

Ah, it is time for a general update.

My To-Do List is going poorly at the moment. I have a feeling a great deal of it will be accomplished on a crunch because of the way this week has been shaping out.

I’ve been doing a lot of spontaneous socializing, and then there was all of the planned socializing on top of that. For those who are new to my world, I’m heavily introverted, so all of this people time is making me utterly exhausted, and that means that I’m not getting anything productive done.

Now, for the past three days, I’ve known in advance that some of my socializing was coming. I was prepared for it and I knew that it would make me tired and I’d have to adjust my schedule accordingly. Some of my activities were last minute add-ons, but because I was already under the impression that I wouldn’t do much “for me” on these days, it’s not turning into a big deal. Normally, when my plans are so hugely disrupted, I get very agitated and annoyed.

If this weekend doesn’t go how I’m planning, then I might lose my mind. I also need to get my schedule sorted for next week as well. It’s just part of how I function, and having that control over my life is something I’ve missed for a long time.

All that being said, I’ve got a lot of awesome ideas to play around with for projects. Since my primary focus is on fiction for ME, I feel a great deal of freedom in my creativity. This is something I haven’t experienced in a long time, and I’m very grateful to finally have this opportunity to work on my own personal projects for a change. Moments like these are why I write. They make me so unbelievably happy.

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